AMosquera, class reflection 3/26

 In class we watched a video that showed a man slowly start to scream and share the pain he felt. It is also important to note that he was painted in all white with a dark background, allowing for more focus to be on him. He starts all with no expression then slowly raises his hands and opens his mouth while creating a grim look of agony. Instead of hearing him scream, we hear music. It has been a minute since I have last thought of watching this video, but I cannot get the image of his face out of my head. it did not make me uncomfortable but rather put a part of me at ease, that may wish to express such agony to shed the weight of life away. In the end it made me reflect how I express myself in situations I would rather not be in. I know I am not afraid of conflict but when faced with unbarring emotions, a go to of mine is to almost distract myself with homework or blast music that most of the time is saying the words for me. To be able to scream and contort my face in such a way seems almost impossible and honestly done in private, never in front of a camera, but again to almost pretend that I am the actor relieves me. Overall, the actor did amazing and the choice of makeup adds that ghastly effect. I would also like to add that I do not remember the exact date that our class did watch this video, but I did want to reflect on it, since I have the ability to share how it made me feel. I am glad we got to experience it. 

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